May 24, 2011
Who do you think you are? You can't do this to me. Not anymore. Don't think I don't want you to. I still want you to be hung up on me. i still want you to love me. I want you to be mine again. I want you to be waiting at my locker. I want you to kiss my hand. I want you to hold me. i want you to kiss my head, my cheek, my forehead, my lips. I want you to learn another language for me. I want you to tell me you love me. I don't want you to be with anyone but me. I want you to miss me. If I can't have you, I want to be friends. But you don't want to be friends. You want to get over me. You want to be with Heidi. Why wasn't I enough? I did everything I could to make you stay but still, her allure overpowered mine. If only I could hear your heart beat for me one more time. I could feel you breathing as you take in my scent once more. A final kiss... Oh please just hold me close on your lap one more time. Let me die curled up in your arms. Let me say goodbye to the world with the sun in my heart, a smile on my face and a single tear filled with love rolling down my cheek.
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