You can choke on your misery.

I'm so done with this bullshit. I hate it when people say 'I'm done.' but I just can't help it. I'm done with Tyler and his fucking arrogance. I need to get over him. Has it really taken me 21 fucking months to realize that? How thick can I be? I'm done with that 'friend' that talks shit to me every single fucking chance she gets. Acts like a bitch to me when I tell her the truth about how I feel about Tyler. You know what? They deserve each other. They're both arrogant, self centered, bullshitting pieces of shit that I really don't understand why I tolerate or even love him, or am 'best friends' with her. Maybe I'm just so pissed right now that I'm using angry talk. I don't know. But right now, I'm about to murder someone and start bawling my eyes out. High school hasn't even started yet and the drama is already fucking started. What the hell, fuck this bullshit. I'm done. D-o-n-e, done.

On a slightly//possibly more positive note, here were my goals for the summer:
[x] Get a boyfriend.
[x] Have my first kiss.
[  ] Successfully finish writing a science fiction story.
[x] Fulfill New Year's Resolution.
[x] Be texted by him first
[x] Throw a pool party.
[  ] Successfully finish writing a teen-romance story.
[x] See Eclipse in theaters opening week.
[  ] Learn to play the ukulele.
[x] Go fishing
[  ] Have 20 followers.
[x] Go to a pool party.
[  ] Do something with the group.
[  ] Go to a concert.
[  ] Give a hobo a cheeseburger.
[x] Wish on a shooting star.
[  ] Get in a fight.
[  ] Get an iPod touch.
[  ] Learn how to play guitar.
[x] Watch a meteor shower.
[  ] Go to the village at least 10 times.
[  ] Start a band.
[  ] Read 30 books.
[  ] Get him to be my friend again.
[  ] Pierce a body part that is not my ear
[x] Dance like a maniac with 5 people watching
[  ] Find my purpose in the world.
[  ] Learn how to play bass
11 out of 27 accomplished

School starts in a couple days so I guess I'll post my school goals then.

She's ripping wings off of butterflies

It's been awhile. Well life has gone no where really. Everything is the same as how I left it. It seems to never change for me. People leave me, come back and I take them under my wing. They treat me badly and I turn the other cheek. Still nothing in my love life and I kind of like it but at the same time, I'm hating it. I debating on giving up on boys at my school and just focusing on celebrities. I mean if you don't know them, they can't break your heart nearly as bad. Right? I don't know... I just feel so weird right now. I don't get it. I gots to watch the meteor shower tonight so I can make wishes! D: "Can we pretend that meteors in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now, wish right now, wish right now." lol, wow I just made a really bad joke xD Well anyway, I'm gonna go and be lame somewhere else :]